07.08.2026 14:01 ↑
carried me through march 10
i love when jerma goes off this is genuinely how i’ll rant about something
jerma is so funny i love you dude
having new bedsheets is just so amazing
both my vibrators just got delivered 10 mins ago when they were estimated to be there at 5pm YOURE JOKING
jerma’s fade here im fucking crying
it could have also been sensory seeking… i did a lot of that
remembering when i had pica for a brief moment as a child and would hide places in the house and eat flavored chapstick
bought new sheets today they’re black and 100% tencel yay sustainability very budget friendly too only $60… got new dish towels too since i ruined some of mine they have little dogs on them squee and a woodwick candle yay yay yay yay
always a bit startled feeling that first discharge drip after going from bush to bald
okay so can we develop an alternative to youtube WITHOUT AI. im actually so fucking irritated by this stupid company bro first it was forcing me to see AI search results (i use duckduckgo or startpage exclusively now btw.) and now replacing button to save a video on youtube mobile app with their feature that prompts… asking AI a question???????? ITS SO DUMB OH MY FUCK YOU ALL JUST NEED TO DIE ALREADY
went in the bathroom to shit Ok walking into the stall then thinking wait let me run the water in here just in case it’s loud cuz it was when i had to shit this morning :/ UM SOMEONE WALKS IN AS IM WALKING OUT TO DO THAT BYE I SPUN AROUND SO FUCKING FAST AND WENT RIGHT BACK INTO THAT STALL- i waited for them to leave ofc but they sat there for a good minute and were breathing very heavily so to whoever it was im genuinely sorry if you also had to shit and were in the same predicament im literally about to get off the toilet so come back down here in like 4 minutes it’s all yours
jerma’s playthrough of the castle in resi4 SO AMAZING
VIBRATORS IN TRANSIT AND ARRIVING ON TIME
legitimately about to shit my pants
watching jerma had mac and cheese and hotdogs for dinner and now im having some cake okay fine let’s enjoy the little things
need this $200 electric toothbrush sooo bad
down here with this retarded whale again today i just have to laugh
i want to be an apprentice for this piercer in my town soooo bad like i just want to have a piercing apprenticeship so fucking bad.
sort of annoyed by my manager eating this new hire’s asshole from behind all because he went to culinary school meanwhile i told dude to flip the pan while he was restocking the line and he just put the shit in the same pan and when i asked if he knew what flipping” meant he went uhh i guess EITHER YOU DO OR YOU DONT. HE HAS ZERO RESTAURANT EXPERIENCE? i asked him yesterday (his first day) where else he’d worked and he said taco bell for some months then walmart for 3 years Ok bro. and he said he’s going to get a restaurant management degree im sorry what im so confused by someone who’s only experience working in food service is taco bell when you were 16 then going to school for a culinary degree
anyways the only reason im talking shit though is because i’m scared as fuck of losing my job once the seasons over like i might/will probably kill myself if that happens and im not kidding
Resident evil is so amazing
ACTUALLY let me say it like this way too UNMASKED omg-
I was way too autistic at work today omg bye
Omg i love you jerma
obsessed with leon’s pixie cut
NW jerma resi4 remake dude i love you
really hope i don’t get drug tested at the doctor tomorrow since ive been smoking and the drug tests are random af…
jerma’s accent is so awesome
#BTS #V pic.twitter.com/N8YipirusM
— 事已至此的話 (@yingshifengyue) June 16, 2026
小姐姐 draw evan pls..
All jokes since i love and support every person who draws ever but imagining heeseung fanarts in their artstyle- i’ll cry
This amazing artist who hasn’t posted mildangz art since 2024 and switched to drawing BTS V?????? im sorry but go to hell
I’m genuinely so sorry but i need hasan piker so bad like what do you mean he loves eating pussy and he’s 6’5 and hung BRO?😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
please take care of me @HASANTHEHUN
i swear to god i watched markiplier play this when it came out but everything that’s happening rn i remember none of it i just started watching this vod btw i remember only lkke. the middle of the game from marks series IM JUST CONFUSED ABOUT WHATS HAPPENIGGNFKDN
watching jerma play resi village hence my thought flmrkdnfmdndm he’s just so awesome
Ok i know the resident evil lore as it pertains to leon/umbrella/raccoon city but what the hell is the Ethan lore. Him and his wife and the crazy families help
tried to size up my right ear and the plug went in but it felt weird so i took it out NOT TAKING ANY CHANCES. after i blew out my ear when i was 15 and had to size down and start over
I need hasan piker so bad im sorry
resident evil 2 is such an amazing game
tiktok shop declining my card 4 different times THROUGH PAYPAL TOO omfg dude i dont even give a fuck i want a curly hair brush for $7
re: this thought
learning this drug isnt really shit anyways FACEPALM whatever sorry for even doing that
Do I Fucking Know Your Loser Ass go suck your fathers dick Boy. Get the fuck on and now youre Blocked.
hate arriving to therapy while my therapist is still in a session SORRY IM SORRY IM SO FUCKING SORRY
this won a grammy in my world I LOVE YOU FOREVER NITEPUNK
today has lowkey personally been so bad ohmrornlfnfkf it’s literally just my anxiety that’s had me fucked up all day
took a coworker’s shift to work tomorrow also :smilinghank: it’s light work for real and i need the money bro… need to stop having visions of buying a custom jbl charge 6 and these vibrators i want and start saving to move out of my apartment tho FML
the world is really one big scam bro how did i get only slightly more than a quarter tank of gas for 25.88
so weird to work with my former best friend of a little over 6 years a gay man might i add. and not one who’s healed
Im such a chud bro
also the rockstar lemonade is ass i took 2 sips and the second was only a confirmation sip to conclude that it is in fact ASS.
horny
i did get a rockstar recovery lemonade to try which seems to be sort of the same thing but i love the green tea monster rehabs so much i know it cant compare but i did not want anything carbonated which i really hope this isnt bc i actually don’t even know
have not seen my favorite ever monster rehab green tea flavor in any of the gas stations i frequent since like. april so im sad and i want to buy a 15 pack on amazon
just unboxed my new moisturizer hopefully it alone will completely rid me of my acne as i continue to make zero lifestyle changes
omg I HAVE SUCH A CRUSH ON MY COWORKER just a little schoolgirl crush tbh destined to forever stay a crush♡ don’t put me in a room with an older lesbian in a black tshirt and a silver chain IM EASY AFFFF
thought about how i’d love to hear what skrillex and whitearmor could cook up in the studio then i remembered whitearmor is literally featured on FUS three times but actually what i really need more of specifically is Whitearmor x Skrillex
I hate being a stimulant lover as a woman cuz no they genuinely dont hit as hard during my lutual phase and my period which is crazy bc that’s when i need them most in a therapeutical medicinal sense
Lowkey laughing at this enhypen contents omg in an existential way
Sunghoon is in brazil😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
i hate having sensitive skin scared of everything i just spent THIRTY DOLLARS on lotions. twenty seven but it would’ve been thirty had i not had a coupon
since im annoyed even imagining having to slam unscrew and scrape a pump-bottle of eucerin intensive repair (my HG.) just to get out all of what’s left i got one of their lighter formulations packaged in a jar and ive never tried anything besides the intensive repair so i hope it’s enough for me. i did however get a travel size of the intensive repair because washing dishes at work is fucking my hands upppp
desperately needed a new aquaphor tube as well so i got one im actually so happy bc my lips get so fucking dry at work and once you near the end of a tube of this stuff it turns liquid and stops working for some reason (…) which is what id been working with
forgot i needed to renew my license plate last month and i saw hella cops driving around this morning please
Okay no joke i deadass just captured that same r**ch i just posted about inside the peanut butter jar after i was getting up AND SAW IT SCURRYING ON MY WALL. l screwed the lid on so fast and threw it away outside in a bag. Okay. It looked the same and since i didnt see where it went it makes sense. God please i fucking hope its that one i swear it has to be. Like guys
while removing my mascara after work saw literally the biggest roach in my bathroom on the fucking like sidewall. OF MY LINEN CLOSET DOOR TO THE LEFT OF ME. i keep it cracked cuz the knobs fucked like the side wall tucked in the crack of the edge. Bro. Help me.
Tried to trap it in an empty peanut butter jar. It got away. I spent some time trying to find it or let it show itself just for peace of mind and i never found it Yea im genuinely killing myself.
Ok so then i went to walmart app and bought r**ch killerbait immediately like i seriously cannot do this anymore.
IT IS LEGIT THE MOST TERRIFYING FUCKEDUP THING TO SIMPLY BE EXISTING AND LOOK TO YOUR LEFT JUST TO BE EYE LEVEL WITH A FUCKING VERMIN IT FEELS LEGITIMATELY VIOLATING AND IN TURN MAKES YOU FEEL DISGUSTING. PLUS ITS ACTUALLY DISGUSTING.
My will to shower evaporated from my being so fast why am i having to suffer the consequences of these feelings and like
I JUST HATE MY FUCKING APARTMENTTTT like bro if i contacted my landlords could or would they even do anything. like why do i feel scared and like i would almost be in trouble or they would somehow try to blame it on me WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT POINT.
MY APARTMENT IS GENUINELY CLEANNNNN LIKE I AM NOT DIRTY!!!! Bro. I have seen how some other people live and take care of their homes. No. I would never willingly invite pests into my living area. I keep it clean Im having flashbacks to my mom rn like bruh that her kind of upkeep would invite pests MINE WOULDNTTTT
Im literally so done like im so sticky with sweat and i need to wash my hair pleaseee i cant
got paid and yes i bought myself new moisturizer and new sunglasses and im buying new work shoes soon i genuinely need these things. I DESERVE NICE THINGS.
so glad i wasnt scared to ask for an increase in my dose he bumped me up 10mg omg and i thought they had to do it in 5mg intervals
it’s really hot outside i want to go buy ice cream and eat it in my bed
hair appointment booked for end of july oh my fuck
i understand now the lesbians who yearn for an age gap relationship with an older lesbian because i have such a crush on my older coworker she’s so cuteand i want her
my back hurting
me saying if i dont wake up in time 7 hours ago bitch i didnt even sleep omg fml
i dont even know if it’s the stims anymore broWHY AM I MUSTYYYY omg ltr sitting in my chair getting high off my odor
ITS NOT EVEN THAT I STINK THO-? like i’m just . mustyOGMKGNFMFNFMNFMFMF WHATTT if i dont wake up with time for a shower in the morning im done for
first full therapy session in 2 weeks it’s needed clearly
omfg the roaches in my apartment bro IM ABOUT TO FUCKING TWEAKKKKKKKK
i lowk feel threatened af by my coworker OMG
bruh everytime i go to the bathroom to shit someone walks in FUCKKKKK OFFFFFFFFFF
tired and my head hurting
im so fucking tired
im fucking crying bro i swear to god i heard this kid laroi song at work like yesterday and i didnt save it and i cant find it in my scrobbles i remember being afp (away from phone) and i saw the song on my watch face and was like alright bruh CUZ HES LIKE A MEME LEJNJGFGJKDN i don't wanna be a normie so bad but no i swear the song was good so i'm trying to find it
genuinely gonna just end up dying before im ever able to dive into any of this how i want kovldklgfdjkgfjkd
wow it just took so much self restraint to not steal one of my granddads 50mg tramadol pills icl i wouldve if he didnt only have 2 left
do not take 80mg adderall then only sleep 2 hours the day you have to go to your grandparents house bye i definitely got that post tweak musk
rules for ride or die’s release:
— eila. (@evanbarbies) June 21, 2026
“i don’t like overflow” = jailed
“heeseung’s changed too much” = shot
“i wish it sound like __ or __” = blocked, stomped on, fried on the deep fryer, doxxed
“ride or die isn’t SOTY“ ran over by a 14 wheeler pic.twitter.com/NX0qLTOopX
something i discovered about myself the other day is that i like bananas now
i swear i used to end up sick if i ate them i remember eating a banana one day when i was a kid and it giving me diarrhea so i genuinely have not had a banana out the peel since then. they also used to just gross me out sorta idk what it is about them...
gotta give credit to r/stims for putting me on tbh i noticed a lot of tweakers mentioning eating bananas which is why i even gave them another chance
im in heatttttt omfg
시발
— 택 (@tjsxorl) June 18, 2026
형 가슴 올라오는거 지켜보다가
자기도 펌핑 됐는지 혼자 만져보는거
존나 귀엽 pic.twitter.com/NMlnNhm8ZS
진짜ㅅㅂ
also why is my my now ex friend turned coworker inviting me to something but tell me why yesterday while i was looking for this plugs snapchat i saw that she unadded me girl ur shady af… which whatever even at my big age but like that’s objectively shady and odd
finally my toilet is fixed
im so fucking retarded bro i accidentally well i guess intentionally BUT THIS ISNT EVEN A JOKE I WOULD NORMALLY MKE LIEKFKKGNFF IDK made a porn joke to my friend holding my phone LIKE WHATHDJFBFJFNFNF JUST INAPPROPRIATE AND DUMB??? i waz like omg give me my phone dont want you seeing something dirty on there LIKE IS THIS EVEN FUNNY?!(!!;!jfkddm it just killed the vibe for a sec LIKE MY BAD? I WAS KIDDING lik the response ideally would just be shock then a laugh idk bro im a freak
when i get off im going to walmart and getting snacks so i can smoke later and eat while i watch enhypen
omggggg i hate being upstairs im so useless up here and i hate being around so many people
its raining im kms ill probably have to be in the kitchen upstairs today I HATE HAVING COWORKERS
kill all landlords and i’m never joking when i say that
it’s genuinely a fucking nightmare paying $800 to live somewhere that’s being consumed by mold without 24/7 maintenance LIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY MONEY???
this lady i work with is fucking neurotic omg she lowk reminds me of my mom what a nightmare
FUCK YA CHICKEN STRIPS
bye someone walked in the toilets in the middle of my courtesy flush then left like immediately i wonder if they knew or if they heard me say oh my god
breakfast was oatmeal with chia seeds PB powder and chocochips with some mixed fruit pineapple honeydew and strawberries
#양훈 pic.twitter.com/kX9SRuZkKZ
— 把桃子做成这样那样 (@peach__4200902) June 14, 2026
GIRLHOON😍😍😍😍😍😍
i love you forever
the sweet treat demons are clawing at me
HILSONNNNNN😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
shoutout to whoever brought a walmart vanilla sheet cake to work today brought some home and it was actually so fucking good. i want one for my next birthday
started my period bloated as fuck scheduled 10 hours bloody sheets i wont have time to wash oh my FCKING GODDDDDDDD @Netan**hu only you couldve been behind this
NOOOOOO KUTNER😭😭😭😭😭😭😭<///////3
decided to get in the pharmacy drive through they close in 10 mins tho and there’s lowk hella people in front of me can they speedrun these prescriptions please ive already paid and everything bro
i hate being agoraphobic and having anxiety and being fat and ugly i genuinely wish i had an invisibility cloak i never want to show my face in public or be in public places ever omfg my life is such a fucking nightmare bro
learned that i don’t like lo mein or general tsos chicken… i used to like both and general tsos was my go to favorite but yeah the past couple times having them they just arent for me i dont think.
im skipping therapy bro
getting a haircut as a man is probably so humiliating omfg
NAH BRO I ACTUALLY HAVE TO GET OUT OF THIS APARTMENT BY THE END OF THE YEAR HOLY FUCK
2 more hours… have to sh** so bad
bro when are they announcing heeseung’s fandom name
asked girl who works at the coffee shop at my job if i could get a coffee she said yes i tell her my order (btw iced coffee w SUGAR FREE caramel and hazelnut.) then brings it to me ok thank you sm sip ummm why is it so fucking sweet.
eds are crazy bro the whole publix tiramisu i ate last night staring at me like :crazyeyes: but if i have a beverage with added sugar i genuinely tweak and spiral :madhank: wish my brain would work the other way around tbh tho cuz i know those 700 cal coffees be fire unfortunately not for me THANK YEW
anyways im about to go ask her to fix it cuz whatever yeah im weird about drinking sugar so i can tell when ive been poisoned
okay im back and yeah she definitely used sugared flavors the flavor is legit day and night to me. idk if she forgot or actually intentionally used them thinking i wouldn’t be able to tell. if the latter wow im scared of you now BC SOME PEOPLE DO THAT BRO… lesson learned though i gotta watch this girl make my coffee smh
have had hiccups 3 separate times today im actually killing my fat idiot self
okay and why does everybody and their bloodline feel like going to the gas station when EYE need to get zyns omfg i hate being agoraphobic and i hate people
so tired and i kept having the craziest dreams i went to china twice
can somebody get me a bag of ruffles cheddar sour cream from the gas station rn
first my actual parents then heehoon now hilson IM JUST DOOMED TO BE A CHILD OF DIVORCE IN EVERY LIFETIME APPARENTLY
OMG IT DID
is this gonna work 
ughhhhh in the pool kitchen with my coworker today WHICH FINE. she’s lovely and all but i love being alone more…
Okag this job has been good and professional so far but why am i scheduled off for today on the paper schedule and now km getting a text from my supervisor asking why i didnt show up at 10am BC I AM NOT SCHEDULED? Bye i hate jobs that switch up the schedule last minute or change it anytime during the week in general so yeah i lied and im not going in bc FUCK YOU and i didnt PLAN to work today like what
I want a jelly biscuit so bad
so annoying being in the upstairs kitchen im just doing prep and i dont really stay busy and i have to work with and around other people I WANNA BE BY MYSELFFFFF
just started feeling so nauseous all of a sudden omfg what
omfg i hope my phone doesnt die im at 38% and have like 4 more hours of work
IM LITERALLY GOING TO KILL MYSELF omfg been at work for like 5 hours and have like 5 new blemishes on my face. THAT LITERALLY WERE NOT THERE THIS MORNING. wow bro im actually killing myslef
im honestly embarrassed by how useless i am rn omg
3 zyns left bye everyone
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